All about Me

The doctor asked me if I wanted to be on birth control. I said "No." Then she told me about these folic acid pills I could take since I was in my childbearing years. "I told her I didnt need them". And I am not having any children outside of marriage, and I am not getting married so therefore no children. When I am thirty and I finish my degree, I will adopt a newborn baby girl. I like to be in the company of men, for dinner, drinks, laughs, giggles and kicks. But they are too much of a thorn in my ass for me to be tied down with them and making babies. For what? So they can come and go as they please and leave me in the house with the child they helped make? I don't have time for the stresses of a wedding. I dont need to be worried about losing weight to fit the gown, worried about invitations, whose coming, who isn't, meddling in-laws. I dont have time to carry a human for almost year to damn near kill myself pushing it out of me.
 I like male company but I dont want them touching me, not to stick that thing in me, and definitey not to make a baby. I thought long and hard about it, I just really dont have time for all that bull. Im married to myself, and thats all I need. Me, myself, and Christ. Im tired of B.S. and I am not putting up with it anymore.
  I am not going to go into an all out pity party of how much I give, and people take, I think you people figured it out already, anywho. Miss Monroe will always be Miss Monroe and I am getting better and stronger than ever. No man is good enough to take away my last name and push him out a child and will never be.
 Don't get me wrong, I think it is beautiful, marriage, love, black love is lovely. But it is not for me, I rather be alone. If I am not too busy to adopt at thirty than that is what I will do. Other than that, it is all about me, nobody is interrupting my life. So far my plans have worked, in getting my life together for me. I have a snug nest egg, Im close to completing one of my degrees, and I am writing up a business plan to start my own business so I dont have to work with a bunch of nitwits. What can I say? It is all about me.