Letting Go is Hard

Sometimes I want to seek vengence on the people who have done me so dirty, so bad I wrote a list. I wrote a list with names, reasons, and how I was going to take revenge out on these people. I was not going to hurt them, I just wanted to teach them a valuable lesson. People who have broke my heart on purposes, and knew damn well what they were doing. People who have just done stuff out of spite to me. I wanted to effect these people's lives just like they had effected mine. I wanted to destroy or disturb something that was precious to them. I wrote down how I would destroy jobs, make them lose their homes, significant others, and expose them for the downlow grimey mess they were doing behind other's backs. I wanted them to suffer for doing me wrong when I had done nothing to hurt anyone. After I wrote down everything (well typed it) I was exhausted. I hadnt even done one thing and just thinking and writing about it made me so tired and weary. I started thinking real hard, that if this just made me tired and weary, just think how I would feel after I had carried out my plan. I even started feeling bad when I read over the whole list, because deep down inside those people were suffering. They had to have been miserable just to do mean things to someone who had not done anything to them.
  So I deleted the whole list, asked for forgiveness and just let it go. It was hard to delete, because those people deserved to feel every inch of my wrath. But I didnt do it, I let everything go and just forgave them. I forgave them all...All except one person. LOL. See, I had to get her. I had to get her good, and that Witch deserved what she got....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH