I decided to write a long letter to my biological father. He has been avoiding me for 3 months straight. My phone calls go to voicemail, my texts unanswered, my calls unreturned. I understand guilt succumbs him over the past. But that is just it. It is the past. I don't care about the past I want to start from now. I don't want to let another 20 or so years fly by and I don't hear from him. That would really shatter my heart.
I asked him in a message, why would he look for me in the first place and push me away. He had no answer. Well I'm tired of not having answers, I want answers and I want a daddy. A real daddy not some fake who smiles and claims me in public but can't even stand to look at me in private.
My heart will write this letter. And I'm writing it manually with ink, to show my sincerity.
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